had the first paper in the morning. and oh boy im so gonna flunk my paper 1 cos i couldnt finish writing! like wtf? its bad. bad bad bad...

paper 2 was alright, manage to finish before time and also had ample time to check. it was managable, thanks ah mrs H. although i still dont like you since that incident. but i must say thank you big time.

but i still dont understand why, why why why in the hell is paper 2 so easy? ah yes im being cocky. =p

was gonna meet up with andy in the afternoon but he kinda freaked me and i decided to stay away from him and meet xiong xing, my movie partner instead. hahaha!

he first brought me to this kopitiam which i've never seen or know in 15 years of my life. im like a big sua gu there. oh ya, he treated me chicken rice. (: thanks ah!

so... of course, we went to the movies at northpoint for 'Stay Alive' at 6.55pm and kenyo tagged along after he book out. he was kinda reluctant to watch in his army uniform at first but we persuaded him. xx was saying he look like he's from NCC.

lol lol lol...



the movie was indeed superb, it is the 2nd movie that got me mumbling crap and totally freaked out after the land of the dead cos im really afraid of crawling and zombie-like human look alikes. they are definately not human, probably they were but i dont care! they dont now. =/ must be due to the long hours of the house of the dead 1,2 and 3 some time ago. i have this phobia already. shit, might have nightmares later. ahh!!!!

x'O

alright alright, bout the movie, kinda hate the ending lah okay, i dont understand why frankie muniz did not die. i dont a single bit know how he can suddenly appear even after the laptop showed that he is 'game over'?

you wont be able to understand unless you go watch. AND GO WATCH HOR. oh ya, smart people! go figure out the mystery please? i beg of you. tell me WHY? im fustrated.

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我好想...

能这么活下去...

没有烦恼，没有不愉快。

只有像儿时的笑容，没有心计。

能再天真一次，听不见城市的吵扎声，没有勾心斗角...

能和任何我爱或爱我的人在一起，没有压力，没有分离，没有争执...

什么伤人的事都没有...

只有单纯的自己和周围的人。

连照着镜子，没有保养，没有华丽的化妆品也觉得自己很美。

有多好？不知道... 可是，真的很想...

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你... 最后一次疼爱自己是什么时候？

最后一次感受自己的心是真正的快乐或难过又是什么时候？

偶尔试着发呆... 让自己轻松一些...

晚安...

(:

;i am afraid